All Over the Place.

Uggh. Tired. Depressed. Alone. Blah, blah, blah.

This blaaahhg is beginning to bore even me.

Bubba starts his new position next week and, no, we still do not know where. As it stands, if the Colville position is not funded we will be relocated to the Northwest Region. The third offer that Bubba was given last week, includes either of two positions both of which are out of Sedro Woolley. Sedro Woolley is a hell of a lot better than Menlo, but damn, I really want that funding to come through for Colville. (Fingers, toes, eyes crossed!)

The anxiety/suspense/drama over our current state of unknowingness is literally killing me. I just feel so stuck; not able to make any short or long term plans, just floating by waiting for the hammer to drop. I want to pack, but I don’t want to be living out of boxes for the unforeseen future. I could be looking for places to move to, but with either of our current options on opposite sides of the state and no real time frame for when we would be moving, it seems like a complete waste of time.

And with Boo’s stretches of sleep not getting any longer (nor any worse, but I digress) I don’t have a lot of personal time to be wasting googling apartments for rent.

We’ve been continuing to sleep train, enforcing a regular sleep routine and napping schedule based on suggestions from Pantley’s No-cry Sleep Solution, but just when we think she is finally sleeping for longer than 45 minutes without waking, she throws us a curve ball and starts waking every 25 minutes and can be calmed with nothing but fresh boob. I have really grown to love breastfeeding, but, frankly, I will love it even more once I don’t have to do it anymore.

I’ve got nothing else for you right now, as the baby has just woken for the THIRD time in an hour and a half and unless I get in there soon, she’s not going to give me any more moments of peace this afternoon. And I need me some more interneting.